I really don't understand why anyone would get involved with someone who was already so fragile and vulnerable. What does anyone get from letting someone believe in them and trust them and let them in!
The thing is I opened up to dale I was me the real me and that still wasn't good enough... Like why did he feel the need to lie? Why couldn't he be honest and tell me the truth? It would of been fine. I feel like he's stripped everything from me I don't feel like me anymore I feel worthless and like I don't know how to me. I feel it's sucked and drained all the life out of me... I just don't who I am anymore I used to think that someone would really love me one day. Now I don't really that at all he's taken all my hope.
How could anyone love me. I'm poison I don't mean to be I just don't think I'm loveable people become infatuated with me and obsessed they never really love me. I don't understand why they don't or can't. I was so happy without him Id finally found me and loved me. Now I'm struggling to cope and just really don't want to be in this pain anymore. Why did he lie?
Wrote listening to
Sam smith not in that way
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