Hope..

Hope..

When you suffer from any disorder or illness or anything you really want is life all you really have is HOPE.

A small word four letters but a massive meaning. 

I know that suffering from BPD all we really have in life is hope, we hope we get better, we hope to not be rejected, we hope we aren't abandoned, we hope to be loved, we hope it gets easier, we hope someone will really stick around.

If I didn't have hope I don't think I'd still be here today, every person I met I hope this time it will be different may that be a friendship or partner. I hope every day gets easier I hope that this will be day my BPD ain't bad anymore.

Without we have very little it's a massive part of anyone's life but I a huge part of mine. I really hope that one day these big hopes are swapped with small hopes.

I'll always hope and dream of better.